Battling Burnout

Maybe it is just cabin fever from month after month of cold, dreary days, maybe it is just the compound stress of live, or maybe some other set of reasons, but whatever the cause, I was feeling majorly burnt-out last week. I can't think of a better way to describe it. I just felt tired, particularly aware of my many weaknesses and faults, and didn't seem to be able to do anything without messing it up in some way or another. At least that was the way it felt. Looking back on it now most things were going fine, but the general feeling was that nothing was working out right.

What was bothering me most was not being able to figure out what was causing the slump. Generally, I am a pretty happy, optometrist person and while I have down days I can usually shake them off pretty easily. But not this time. So I went down to the temple with a dear friend on Saturday and had one of the most meaningful experiences I have ever had in the temple. I think  I was more prepared than I often am and I was definitely searching for answers and guidance, much of which I found in the temple that day. I felt much better after that, but there was still a bit of darkness I couldn't seem to shake on my own. So, my wonderful boyfriend and a good friend of mine came over on Sunday evening and gave me a blessing. As they placed their hands on my head and invoked the power of the priesthood it was almost like I could feel a physical weight lifting off my shoulders and I have been feeling great ever since.

I learned a lot of things from this experience, most of which are too personal to share here, but one important thing I learned is that it is important to be able to admit that we need help and turn to those around us to get that help. I am grateful for the wonderful priesthood holders in my life and for the comfort of the Gospel. I am grateful that I never have to face a dark day alone.